I sure do love cheese.

I haven’t told many people yet, but I’m dying to talk about it. I AM LIKE 90 PERCENT POSITIVE THAT I WILL BE MOVING OUT. This is a huge deal for me. I have been living with my parents my whole life and boy am I ready to move on.

For the past two months, Kyle has been interning for the governor and he loves it. They love him so much, they decided to hire him full-time! He’s ecstatic and so am I! I’m so proud of him for all of his hard work. For now he’s commuting until he (and I) can save up enough to move out into an apartment or possibly buy a condo in sac. Luckily, sac is much cheaper, however it is SAC.

I’m planning on getting my teaching credential at sac state and working part-time at a store where I can make commission. (there’s no Kate spades there or else I’d transfer in a second!) I definitely have to go to a place with comm+hourly because the pay is SO much better than regular retail. So far I’ve thought of michael kors, tiffany & co, juicy or coach (blah).

I am so ready to make this next step in my life, hopefully by february!

katelinn:

i hope jesus reblogs me.

Ahh. Good thing Katie taught me how to reblog!

I want to go back.

I had such a wonderful time in NYC. The trip was given to me from kyle’s mom for my graduation. My parents got me a car and Kyle got me this beautiful diamond ring from tiffany in NY. I will have these memories forever.

Today is my first of two graduations. Still hasn’t really hit me.

I can’t wait to wear these in 18 days.

I can’t believe I am graduating college in 2 weeks. It almost feels not real. Perhaps it’s because I’m only going to turn right around and go back to school to continue my education, or because I have been in school for 19 years straight and that seems like the only thing I have. All I know is that I am ready to teach. I’m sick of working shitty hours, dealing with grumpy people and now that I have a college degree I can finally work and do what I love. Almost. Once I get my credentials I will be able to teach in any California public school. I’m thinking probably 2-4th grade. I just wish I could go straight into work with my degree like other people do.
Getting into the program is also extremely stressful. I have 6 tests to complete, 3 recommendation letters, CPR training, fingerprinting, acceptance essay, sample lesson plans and medical records to submit. So far I have 4 tests done, one I’m waiting for the results and one more to take. I’m feeling quite overwhelmed with the pressure of passing these tests, they’re extremely difficult for me. I know I will eventually pass, but still! It’s depressing. Sometimes I put myself down for not passing them and not being able to start this program this summer. (actually I always put myself down about it) but I know I should be proud of accomplishing college. This is a big deal and I need to be proud of myself.

Well I better go back to studying.

I’m stressing out about the credential program. Again. Ughhhh.

Tracking what you eat sucks. I used to lie on my tracker to make myself feel better but now I realize I’m only cheating myself. If I choose to eat crappy I just need to man up and write it down. So tonight I’m definitely going to have to write the Mexican food and gelato that I had in los gatos. :( maybe seeing it on paper and how many points (calories,fat, carbs, etc) are really going in my body may change my ugly eating habits that I have created once again.

Goal: 28 lbs by may.